The lost visions

'I will give you every place where you set your foot, as I promised Moses'-- Joshua 1:3

It was in a prayer meeting, where I first received the gift of seeing visions, God gave me a picture of me stepping on lands and mountains, proclaiming His name. I held up the staff that God put in my hand and I saw the word, Joshua, flying accross the sky.

When I was about to give up, God told me that He would make the sky my blanket and the land my bed. The stars would be my guide lights and everywhere would be my home. It was then, I told God that I would never build my own house, I would build His.

God, can You see that I am about to give up again? Can You see that I am afraid? Can You see that I am frustrated? God, whatever that You see or do not see, please look into my heart and know that my heart is still burning for You and the peoples who are yet to hear Your gospel. God, my heart is aching to reach out to the lost souls.

'Be strong and very courages. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.'-- Joshua 1:7

I saw God putting the scroll of the law into my hands. I saw God feeding me His words and they were sweet.

For many times, God told me not only to be strong and very courages, but also not to turn to the right or to the left. I failed. I failed many times. He surely did not give up on me, because He is telling me that again.

Can You hear the echoes of my heart? They are trying hard to echo to Your righteousness?